When you think about it, life is really too short.. so LIVE it all up! Explore different cultures all around the world that will open your eyes to new things. One thing you can control: be aware of how you judge things and people-it can keep you from experiencing things for yourself. Never truly accept things to be the ultimate truth, question ideas. Make mistakes, its how we're meant to learn, through our experiences. Define happiness on your own terms. Balance your life, don't get so caught up in one thing that you forget what else is around you. Take chances and never live with regret, instead-slowly learn to look at things with different perspectives. In order to continue to succeed and grow, one must always be both a teacher and a student. Live life without ever asking "what if?"
These are all things i've learned from the people i've met, people who have inspired me. You can read about the world, read about life, but it will never compare to really going out and experiencing things for yourself.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Haven't met you yet
I like this semi-anonymous journal... when i feel down, i write it down, get things out and surprisingly i feel a little better. Its what you get when you don't have a best friend anymore i guess.
I cried because and over someone again today, the first time in a few months of dry eyes. But its okay, its only natural to feel down... but since i touched the lowest low during those times, i knew after awhile that the other other way i could feel/place left to go was up.
As for my charming dream man, one day you'll surprise me, out of the blue. & you'll already understand that no ones perfect, and hopefully that'll be one of the reasons you'll love me for. My flaws and imperfections. Because theres quiteee a few.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA&ob=av2e
I cried because and over someone again today, the first time in a few months of dry eyes. But its okay, its only natural to feel down... but since i touched the lowest low during those times, i knew after awhile that the other other way i could feel/place left to go was up.
As for my charming dream man, one day you'll surprise me, out of the blue. & you'll already understand that no ones perfect, and hopefully that'll be one of the reasons you'll love me for. My flaws and imperfections. Because theres quiteee a few.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA&ob=av2e
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
3 simple rules
Three simple rules in life:
1. If you do not GO after what you want, you’ll never have it.
2. If you do not ASK, the answer is always NO.
3. If you do not step forward, you’ll always be in the same place.
1. If you do not GO after what you want, you’ll never have it.
2. If you do not ASK, the answer is always NO.
3. If you do not step forward, you’ll always be in the same place.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Whats life without good people?
boring and empty? I'd think so.
Whats life in a bubble?
boring and empty.
In these past few weeks, i've gotten the chance of a lifetime to travel to Vietnam for the 2010 Miss Vietnam World pageant. Lets say this year, my eyes have continued to open out further and further. It was an honor to be selected to represent the U.S. this year, and i have to admit it was an even bigger honor to meet all of the contestants from all around the world. Of course with everything there was drama and gossip that made the experience drop down a bit but for the most part, i feel like i learned a lot from this trip... this adventure.
This was my 2nd time in Vietnam,i can honestly say my experience was unlike anything i had expected. Yes there were times when i could barely stand anonymous things.. yet every moment was still refreshing. I learned more about myself by really living through things... making mistakes and adjusting myself to be a better person. I'm not perfect, i'm a human being; sometimes i talk a lot or ramble on things i wish i never mentioned, sometimes i'm a bit stubborn... but i'm working on it. Apart from a few of my flaws i discovered something i may possibly want to devote my ultimate life towards... truly making a difference in peoples' lives. Yes everyone says they want to help others but do they really "walk the walk" ?
Some say pageants change people, my first one did. But now i've been exposed to more truths of this world, i've experienced the good and the bad to a point where i feel like i can't do this anymore. I can't be ideal and perfect all the time, sometimes i slouch a little, sometimes i'm a little clumsy. I guess what i'm saying is now.. i'm okay with it. I'm going to take in everything i've learned from my 2nd pageant and re-shape myself, re-shape myself into ...me, an even deeper and more comfortable sense of me. You can do anything you set your mind too, even if your foot becomes swollen like a huge potato.
The point of this post was to just let everything out. I'd be nowhere without the amazing people i've met this year. My life would never be the same without them, thank you. You've helped me open my eyes, and see more of life for what it really is.. beautiful. & even though in some places lurk shadows of negativity.. the sun always comes up the next day, there will always be hope.
Note to myself: Yes you're picky with things, but stop trying to control things in your life that just can't be tamed, stop trying to be perfect because it seems like people will still love you even if you're not perfect. Stop trying to please every single person in your life, its too difficult sometimes, just live life. & never ever stop helping people; always live in the moment.
Whats life in a bubble?
boring and empty.
In these past few weeks, i've gotten the chance of a lifetime to travel to Vietnam for the 2010 Miss Vietnam World pageant. Lets say this year, my eyes have continued to open out further and further. It was an honor to be selected to represent the U.S. this year, and i have to admit it was an even bigger honor to meet all of the contestants from all around the world. Of course with everything there was drama and gossip that made the experience drop down a bit but for the most part, i feel like i learned a lot from this trip... this adventure.
This was my 2nd time in Vietnam,i can honestly say my experience was unlike anything i had expected. Yes there were times when i could barely stand anonymous things.. yet every moment was still refreshing. I learned more about myself by really living through things... making mistakes and adjusting myself to be a better person. I'm not perfect, i'm a human being; sometimes i talk a lot or ramble on things i wish i never mentioned, sometimes i'm a bit stubborn... but i'm working on it. Apart from a few of my flaws i discovered something i may possibly want to devote my ultimate life towards... truly making a difference in peoples' lives. Yes everyone says they want to help others but do they really "walk the walk" ?
Some say pageants change people, my first one did. But now i've been exposed to more truths of this world, i've experienced the good and the bad to a point where i feel like i can't do this anymore. I can't be ideal and perfect all the time, sometimes i slouch a little, sometimes i'm a little clumsy. I guess what i'm saying is now.. i'm okay with it. I'm going to take in everything i've learned from my 2nd pageant and re-shape myself, re-shape myself into ...me, an even deeper and more comfortable sense of me. You can do anything you set your mind too, even if your foot becomes swollen like a huge potato.
The point of this post was to just let everything out. I'd be nowhere without the amazing people i've met this year. My life would never be the same without them, thank you. You've helped me open my eyes, and see more of life for what it really is.. beautiful. & even though in some places lurk shadows of negativity.. the sun always comes up the next day, there will always be hope.
Note to myself: Yes you're picky with things, but stop trying to control things in your life that just can't be tamed, stop trying to be perfect because it seems like people will still love you even if you're not perfect. Stop trying to please every single person in your life, its too difficult sometimes, just live life. & never ever stop helping people; always live in the moment.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
"It’ll be worth it..
...to be with someone who knows your worth.
But seriously, save your heart for someone who’s worth dying for."
But seriously, save your heart for someone who’s worth dying for."
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010
August 2009, August 2010
I'm so blessed to know someone like Miae.
When things get really tough, when i'm being tugged at on all sides, its always warming, comforting to know i'm still making a difference to at least someone's life. Making someone admire me for me. This year has changed my life.
I am certainly not the person i was in August 2009. For that, i am thankful for everyone i have met, everyone who has helped me learn more about myself, helped me grow into a strong person who can stand up for herself and represent the image of good, of inspiration. I try to be that person, yet i know i have had to sacrifice parts of me from my past-i feel as though i've grown for the better. I know more now, theres so much out there-so much that ONE person can do. So much that i know i can do. I want to be someone others can look up towards, i want to be a symbol for strong women in the field of education, field of work, and life as a whole.
To be this.. i need to keep my mind free and heart open to continuously learn more from everyone who enters my life, entering in my hopes-to stay. There are things that may be out of your control from time to time, yet there are the most important things, the most important people-that you can keep close to you. They are the people you call family, and the people you hold dear to your heart as your close friends.. the people who respect and understand your growth.. not ones who may deny your right to grow.
"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow"
- Alice Walker
I don't know what i'm saying anymore, but sometimes i feel empty and full at the same time. Full in that my time and efforts are being put into good use that is above myself. Empty in that sometimes loneliness creeps in.
NOW PLAYING: Paramore - The Only Exception
When things get really tough, when i'm being tugged at on all sides, its always warming, comforting to know i'm still making a difference to at least someone's life. Making someone admire me for me. This year has changed my life.
I am certainly not the person i was in August 2009. For that, i am thankful for everyone i have met, everyone who has helped me learn more about myself, helped me grow into a strong person who can stand up for herself and represent the image of good, of inspiration. I try to be that person, yet i know i have had to sacrifice parts of me from my past-i feel as though i've grown for the better. I know more now, theres so much out there-so much that ONE person can do. So much that i know i can do. I want to be someone others can look up towards, i want to be a symbol for strong women in the field of education, field of work, and life as a whole.
To be this.. i need to keep my mind free and heart open to continuously learn more from everyone who enters my life, entering in my hopes-to stay. There are things that may be out of your control from time to time, yet there are the most important things, the most important people-that you can keep close to you. They are the people you call family, and the people you hold dear to your heart as your close friends.. the people who respect and understand your growth.. not ones who may deny your right to grow.
"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow"
- Alice Walker
I don't know what i'm saying anymore, but sometimes i feel empty and full at the same time. Full in that my time and efforts are being put into good use that is above myself. Empty in that sometimes loneliness creeps in.
NOW PLAYING: Paramore - The Only Exception
She can make me cry by the things she says
Victoria is sublime, timeless true " Beauty " and her beautifulness is so genuine and it is truly generated from deep with in and from the place of her heart,
Her beauty will only increase with time !
I am always delighted to see her on the stage when she is most captivating and dazzling and to catch her genuine, beautiful, demeur and s...weetest smile upon her lovely face.
I am forever her admirer for always...
♥♥ With Much Love and Admiration ♥
My words and admiration are also sincere and from my ♥ !
Truly you are a rare jewel and I look forward to seeing you grow into even much greater " Beauty " and all the wondering things you will do with your life.
You are a true joy and blessi...ng !
Will keep my fingers crossed and will be cheering for you as always.
I will see you at the Miss Asia Pageant !
♥ always also ~
Her beauty will only increase with time !
I am always delighted to see her on the stage when she is most captivating and dazzling and to catch her genuine, beautiful, demeur and s...weetest smile upon her lovely face.
I am forever her admirer for always...
♥♥ With Much Love and Admiration ♥
My words and admiration are also sincere and from my ♥ !
Truly you are a rare jewel and I look forward to seeing you grow into even much greater " Beauty " and all the wondering things you will do with your life.
You are a true joy and blessi...ng !
Will keep my fingers crossed and will be cheering for you as always.
I will see you at the Miss Asia Pageant !
♥ always also ~
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
I'm so excited i can't sleep!!
I am soooo excited that i can't contain it!!!
Today i received a wonderful message from the amazing designer Cory Couture asking me if i was interested in doing the 2010 Miss Vietnam World. After talking for a bit, and later talking to the manager Jody, and having a wonderful dinner at Straits (YUM!) i'm officially a final contestant for the pageant!!! It will be held in "Nha Trang" Vietnam on August 21st 2010. :D Vietnam here i come!!
Today i received a wonderful message from the amazing designer Cory Couture asking me if i was interested in doing the 2010 Miss Vietnam World. After talking for a bit, and later talking to the manager Jody, and having a wonderful dinner at Straits (YUM!) i'm officially a final contestant for the pageant!!! It will be held in "Nha Trang" Vietnam on August 21st 2010. :D Vietnam here i come!!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
pick-up line?
"if you were a booger, id' pick you first! ;) "
..LOL a guy from Australia actually really used that on me today xD
I'm.. flattered haha
..LOL a guy from Australia actually really used that on me today xD
I'm.. flattered haha
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
OMGOSH! Its things like this that warm my heart :)
"Hi,
I know this is VERY random because you don't know me, but I just want to say that you've been a great inspiration to Asian American girls out there like me. You're very talented and smart. Keep up the good work!
All the best,
Jas"
Thank you Jasmin <3
I know this is VERY random because you don't know me, but I just want to say that you've been a great inspiration to Asian American girls out there like me. You're very talented and smart. Keep up the good work!
All the best,
Jas"
Thank you Jasmin <3
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Just haven't met you yet
I think my Prince Charming lost his horse and is looking for his horse instead the missing piece to his heart!! C'mon Prince Charming, i'm watching out for you.
Prince Charming i'll admit is even harder than i thought =/ theres been a few lately that may dress like him but really i've learned are just taking advantage of going out/dating a... you can fill in the blank. *sigh* =/
Prince Charming i'll admit is even harder than i thought =/ theres been a few lately that may dress like him but really i've learned are just taking advantage of going out/dating a... you can fill in the blank. *sigh* =/
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