its getting closer and closer!!

My notebook has finally filled up! ... and believe it or not-with math notes! I'm currently near the end of chapter 9, 9 out of 11 chapters of the book. I reallyyyyy need a lot of good lucks to pass my placement test next week!! That test pretty much determines the rest of my life.. by that, it determines my chances of getting to Berkeley. That for me right now... pretty much is my future, and i really want to get into that school so bad... just because i feel like if i can accomplish something like that, then everything i've done was worth it. Of course i will never ever regret transferring home from UCI but i had worked my entire high school career to get into a good college that'll get me somewhere in life. Now i feel like i'm doing it again. This time around though, i've realized the reality of things, that yes passion is a great thing to pursue but maybe not for a career, unless for me i have an uncle somewhere out there thats best friends with Nicole Kidman or James Cameron-the director of awesome movies like Titanic. I sadly don't have an uncle like that, so reality set in. This time around with Berkeley, i'm not going in for drama but for business... i know i can feel confident about getting a job with a degree from Berkeley, and i know i'll definitely learn everything i'd need to be successful on their terms, and of course-my own. So come on fate!! Help me become a golden bear!! <3